Dad 

the timing couldnt be any worse.
i kind of just want to get away for a while

i just want to quit school
im not happy ever happy there
wherever i go

why arent my entries ever happy?
 

i love having passion thats beyond others.

i love being an artist.

i LOVE being creative.

but shit,

im tired.

it takes so much of my time.

its like life is passing me by.

its like im not living. but i am?

the movie heights made me realize this.

& i just want to turn off my brain at this point.

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no room for photography

are you fucking kidding me

i'll die without it aha

I HATE COLLEGE SO MUCH

gotta read the FINE print & no one to push you

which is exactly what i need.

im not ready to grow up >:O
0r something like that

seriously, time alone is pretty good.
i want out when im in 
and want in when im out.

im reading running with scissors.
second time opening this book 
and i`ve had it for years.

this time im getting to the end.

"I LOVE TEA.

BOO-TEA."

brandon boyd

i have a new found goal

i want to make a book

of my own pictures, poetry, & thoughts.

but i have no clue why, i want to make them known.

damn you brandon, you already did it.

holy mother fucking shit
my heart just wants to burst
into whatever

why am i only creative when
i need to sleep?

Zzz's should be flying out of my head.
but right now, its only thoughts of you.

.