I've had a good week. Busy at work and have a few cool stories to tell. Already feeling more like my old positive self. Reading, and playing, and getting things a little more organized. Seen a lot of people this week too. That's been real nice ( Read more... )

SO, i'm gonna have to find some ways to kill time without spending money again, now that i'm taking a pay cut and getting my nights and weekends back. Also, im trying to get my mind back,,, I guess that's the choice of words i'm looking for. I'm definately not my old self. Not as sharp or thinking happy thoughts like I used to. I'm not in a bad ( Read more... )

I've got new peepers. I have officially replaced the lenses in both of my eyes. I have had cataract surgery and can see again.Weird. I'm ok though. I've started my new job. I'm working as an EMT for a local ambulance service. FINALLY! i'm officially an EMT!!! A WORKING EMT! And i;m really enjoying it. I like the work and the people i'm working with ( Read more... )

I can't believe it. Who gets a second chance like this. I still think it's a dream, but i'm not gonna stop running with it. This time it'll be easier to walk away. I won't waste as much time, i know what to do. I can ignore her first. That'll end it. And i'll hangout with the roomates. No wasting time and money back and forth across town, no ( Read more... )

I just looked over a bunch of old posts. Reminded of some old hate and despair mostly. I'm not depressed right now, but i did just get off work and i'm really tired. Death Cabfor Cutie puts me in an almost blissful state, so i'm just playing bits of them ( Read more... )

So,thanksgiving was nice, thanks to Josh's family.Thank god for that much ( Read more... )

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Well, just in time for the season, my usual cynicism is reinforced ( Read more... )

Catch 22 on a new level;
An evil person doesn't think that they are evil.
Now i need a new excuse, a new argument. I must dwell on this,,,

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