this journal has become pointless to me. i have less than 30 friends, no one's ever down with this and i never get an useful response. one day ill die and one day ill pray to a god who i know doesnt give a shit about me. all i can say to people's problem is... CHANGE!

every night i wonder the same shit how will i change tomorrow and every other day after that. one step at a time or charge at it? anything but giving up.

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