While I was having my QT, I was suddenly reminded of how Paul was rejoicing in the prison and somehow I found my answer as to how failing an exam can be glorifying to God if it's in God's will. It was a little random, but ah yes.

I am not saying that failing exams is good and therefore we shouldn't prepare for our exams, and I'm not saying that we ( Read more... )

Each phone call is like a hope. You don't know if the person will be there, but you still call anyway, expecting someone to be on the other end of the line. You won't know if the person who's going to pick up will be the person whom you are expecting, and you won't know if the person you are calling is dead, has moved on without you knowing ( ( Read more... )

A few days ago, someone told me that my previous blog was nicer (?) as compared to this one. I just woke up from my sleep and was lying in bed when I read that email. I was just lying there and I thought, why? That morning was spent looking through my old posts, looking for a difference.

Well, I guess I'm somewhere near the answer but not quite ( Read more... )

These few days, I've learnt a lesson. Have I? Hmm... I hope I did.

I learnt that when you do not expect, you actually feel happier, or at least the attempt to not care makes you think that you're happier. Whichever the case is, it's still "happier".

For me, I know that as I grow closer to people, I expect from them to a certain degree. For example, ( Read more... )

I had a little chat with Felicia and Tim Tang outside the green level bio lab when we realized that the labs were locked but we refused to believe that the lab tech wouldn't be back shortly.

Part of their conversation made me ^o) at them as Felicia gave me a pat and said, "thank you for being an exception."

Hey, that's the first man. It's the first ( Read more... )

这段友情让我思考了许多。

它让我战战兢兢。我担心历史会重演，我害怕会再次失去。
它让我回想起一个朋友。一位以诚心诚意待我的朋友，却容了我的忽视的朋友。

我现在所经历的让我反思这会不会是他们常常所说的报应。我一直在尝试，尝试着捉紧这友情，也似乎在尝试着改变历史。但现在，我开始感到疲倦了。一段友情的生存不是应该靠两个人的力量，的努力，维持吗？但怎么现在我倒是觉得这重头到尾就只是我一厢情愿。

是坚持还是执著？是坚持的话，那这份努力会得到所应得的回报吗？所寻的回报也只不过是这位朋友的注视，的重视，这要求不会太野蛮吧？相反的，若是执著，我防碍到我的朋友了吗？我吵到我的朋友了吗？我使得我的朋友厌倦了吗？若是如此，或许是时候放手了吧。

也许，也许历史是非重演不可。真要这样吗？

While I was playing Fruit Ninja on the train, a lot of things suddenly flashed across my mind. It started off with some people adding me on Facebook, then my thoughts went to thinking if they would wonder why I only took the initiative to add a few of them and then them looking at my pictures, and then the scene of people going up to one another ( Read more... )

O LORD, You have searched me
and You know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
You perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
You are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue
You know it completely, O LORD.

You hem me in - behind and before;
You have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful ( Read more... )

Oh man, it's only 37 degrees celcius! I don't know what kind of wish I have for/against myself... I'm actually looking forward to having a fever. I don't really need the rest, I had lots of that during the September holidays. I need time. TIME! I need time to be held in my own hands. I don't want to go to school and have only 2 out of 6-8 hours in ( Read more... )

Saturday when I was attending a church service, the word "valley" was being brought up and something came to my mind ( Read more... )