i often think of the part toward the end of donnie darko right after his gf gets run over by the car, & he's franticly crying at that kid to go, go home & "tell your mother everything's going to be ok!" a moment later he's in his room, sitting on his bed, laughing hysterically ( Read more... )

why do ppl do such horrible things to ea other? from the small end of interpersonal violence up to war & halocaust?

you ppl suck

i wish i could take a break from me

i remember when i used to be whole. now i'm just characterized by this stupid dysfunctional disorder

reading makes me horny. it doesnt matter what i read. analyze that!

i sit alone in quiet desperation, isolated by choice & my uncontrolled action. i do not know how i got here, and i am afraid ( Read more... )

um...i guess i got a bit melodramatic. i didnt quit mean it the way it was taken. you know i get moody & say weird things some times. but thx all of you for being sweet.

except for jett. wtf?

you mean so much to me bc you used to make me feel so comfortable...w/-anything-

i was just going thru some back issues & read a post regarding my new job in gang intervention, & i posted:

can you believe i'll be doing gang intervention? i'm still shocked about this. can you imagine?
"come sit over here honey, next to me, lets listen to some tiger army"& it made me laugh as i think of a coworker & a few of the kids who really ( Read more... )

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the rain loves me
its nice on days like this
when i feel like this & it rains
thank you