so.. in case anyone was wondering i'm referring to my mental state or mental health.. just recent situations where it bounces back from one thing to another in the exact opposite direction. It's quite ridiculous really how we only think we want certain things and only those things when deep down we know we want more so badly that it turns into a ( Read more... )

I have to pee.

that is all.

Today August 17th, 2008 is the one year and half anniversary of Alex and I's relationship. We've gone through some hard times lately, but we're still making it work. I still love him. This is the longest i've ever been with anyone and haven't gotten bored or hated them, and for the most part, he still treats me like a princess... lol.. omg i'm the ( Read more... )

*CRIES* THE SIMS WONT LOAD.... *tantrum tantrum breakdown tantrum* the sims complete thing comes up and then the EA thing pops up and then it goes straight to my desktop... :( help? I've tried uninstalling and reinstalling a bunch of times which took like DAYS btw cuz there are like 4 cd's...

lol. I have a small chicken in my living room... *chuckles to self*

And I <3 all of  you i really do.

That is all, have a nice day.

Why do parents think they still own us? JUST BECAUSE YOU CARRIED ME IN YOUR FUCKING WOMB DOES NOT MAKE ME YOUR PROPERTY!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
My mother.... my goodness.. i really want to fucking ramble and get all mad and trash the hell out of her, but because i respect her blah blah blah i won't say shit. FUCK.

LA was fun. woo. Met MORE family i never knew existed.... as usual i guess...
The bf was mean, and i hung up on him , returning the mean-ness which i'm sure did nothing but fuel more mean-ness towards each other, and make me feel like a bitch. gr.
I'm making my own drama all of a sudden ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ etc...
I'm tired.
RaWr.

dude, i'm like sick.... And i miss my boyfriend, and i want to talk to him about stuff, but it seems like i'd only be repeating myself and irritating him... rawr. And my head hurts... :'( And I miss Alex, and i miss Alex, and I miss Alex...."

i went to kaiser today to visit a patient and give him a little gift cuz he's really a nice guy, and to give ( Read more... )

THIS MADE ME CRY, THIS MADE ME MAD, THIS SHAMES THE FUCKING WORLD.

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Okay, so a while ago, i was cleaning my room, and was pretty much done, and then everyone goes back and throws crap everywhere in my room, mine and not mine.... anyways, they couldn't even like.. neatly put it in one place?! they just randomly threw shit everywhere?! not it looks like the monster under my bed threw up clothes and stuff all over my ( Read more... )