Janelle's alarm clock pretty much makes me want to kill myself at 8 in the morning.

Can I just say.....please...do not talk to me about dumping Sean anymore. Anyone who reads this....just don't fucking say it. For those people who say it, you pass judgement without knowing all of the circumstances. And you won't even know all of the circumstances because you are not me. So don't try. I'm fucking sick of hearing people talk shit ( Read more... )

I am about to smoke my last cigarette.

Wish me luck.

I am drunk

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Sean was suppose to come up here tonight. WELL THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN! AGAIN! Seriously I haven't seen the kid up here in like a month, and I'm starting to get anxious about it. I DID however, see him the other night, went out to the shit hole bars in Berkshire County and got totally plastered. I don't know. The girl's upstairs are apprently having a ( Read more... )

You are a lovely, wonderfully complicated person. I am so intrigued by the puzzle that is you. Everyday, many times a day, I think of you and all of the ways that I may solve you riddles, decode you paradoxes, and understand you paradigms. You are a human Rubik's Cube to me. I am captivated by your gracioous intracacies, your lovely patterns, yet ( Read more... )

Check out the icon. Fits pretty well I'd say ( Read more... )

So Sean sent me the SWEETEST card yesterday. This is what the card said:

Your brithday is a day set aside just to celebrate you. A day to shower you with attention and appreciate your goodness and warmth. In my own way, I celebrate the rest of the year too. ...for you are a very rare person and a special friend....and I thank you for being a ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

SOOOO MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW ( Read more... )