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so here's the catch... I've got this empty void here. It slices down from chest to gut. Where's a lighter when you need one?

it's really lonely when the house is dark on a friday night. My minds starts headed to the past.

Hello world ( Read more... )

When ya try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

I don't think you get it...I really don't. How can I make it clear to you? there is this wall, this thick wall and it feels like I am projecting through a wool blanket. So - where did all the light go, and where am I left? Why do I feel like I need to justify everything, explain everything? What happened and when did it occur?

I would like to go home now. I am at the point this semester where everything just runs together. I'll get it done...I am really homesick, and I would really just like to go home, to relax, to jump, play, and surround myself with home...I have 5-6 weeks, then I can go home... I just have to hold out for 5-6 more weeks...

What happens when you want something different? What happens when you want a change? What about when you say things, but those things have lost their flair? What happens when you fall into a rut? I miss that spark. What happens when you're afraid you're letting things pass you by, when you feel like you are messing up? What if I am letting the ( Read more... )

Sometimes you stay up and think too much, this is one of those times. I have a lot of things that I should be doing, but I'll get to them all eventually. I really want to go home. Can it be November yet? Love comes and goes, I've heard so many people say that over the years... when does it go? Dear brain, please stop - let me just go to sleep, ( Read more... )

Random thoughts in no particular order ( Read more... )