I haven't been keeping with my journal. Mostly because I keep on eon ppaper and it is for me and those I want to read it. I have pages upon pages that I have and want my friend renee to read. Although I haven't written in that book in a while either. Alot has been gooing on lately. I broke up with a girl I was dating and now we are eachother's ' ( Read more... )

4 days until I have to go to Harrisburg for training. I'm dredding it even more now, because my wrist is being a whore and I can't even get in the push-up position without being in agony. I got a doctor's appointment tomorrow but I'm not sure what they will be able to do for me. I'm afraind that I'll get kicked out of training because I won't be ( Read more... )

4 days until I have to go to Harrisburg for training. I'm dredding it even more now, because my wrist is being a whore and I can't even get in the push-up position without being in agony. I got a doctor's appointment tomorrow but I'm not sure what they will be able to do for me. I'm afraind that I'll get kicked out of training because I won't be ( Read more... )

What can be said of me now? I fear working for the government this gcoming two weeks because my wrist is messed up and it hurt to work with. I fear they may send me home, which means I won't get my much deserved promotion ( Read more... )

There's this girl. I miss her so much.. I hardly see her. She is always falling apart, and I am always worried about her, yet I hardly ever hear from her. I think that perhaps she is just tired from work. Maybe she forgot about me. Maybe she's playing with the hook in my mouth. Am I caught or is she just sport-fishing? Is she about to throw me back ( Read more... )

Soooo cool. I've always thought it would be cool to ride with a gang of motorcyclists. I bought a Yamaha RD350 from my friend in '98 for $500. It was an awesome bike. It got me to the places I wanted to go, and boy was it fast! Ever since I started riding I became more and more aware of the commoroderie and respect all other bikers give to one ( Read more... )

Let's see, I've been dodging work lately, because IT SUCKS!. It's sales, I tried to quit last saturday, but my boss is such a good salesmen that he sold me on the job and now I'm still doing it.. how does that work?? Oh well, fuck 'em, they call me everyday bugging me about what I'm ding and not doing, shit! just leave me alone ( Read more... )

She's great, except I think she pushes me away when she feels like I'm too close to her. It's hard to be with one another. I think we can make it work, although I'm afraid there might be other reasons I feel so distant from her ( Read more... )

What a day I had yesterday! My friend Vince teaches me how to do make-up for my photography. So, I picked up one of my models, Arianna in Buckingham at 4:30. I came by with my motorcycle, so she had to run upstairs and put on pants. We hopped on and I took the really long way to (route) 95 because I'm stupid and I wasn't thinking. So, we made it to ( Read more... )

Theres this girl. I met her a while back. When I first saw her my mouth widened and I had to talk to her. We met and talked very little, she thought that I didn't like her when i was writting in my paper journal. We met again, and we talked for hours upon hours. I had places to go, and I didn't becaus eshe was so great. I connect with this girl.. ( Read more... )