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[darkest0knight]

I had to leave.  I wasn't anything except what he made me, and if I was going to be his I wanted it to be because he chose me, and not because one night Victory dumped a street kid in his lap and told him to eat.  He never asked for me to know his secret, he just kind of had to accept that I did.  And he never felt the same way about me that he did

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[light_lost]

I'm sorry to interject; but I believe I understand.

[darkest0knight]

I uh...really didn't mean to say all that in the first place.

[light_lost]

I guessed as much. Harry Dresden has informed me of there being a curse for the day. Still, finding understanding can assist in healing.

[darkest0knight]

Oh I don't need healing, really, I just...Curse, right. That explains it.

You know Harry?

[tinyvampiregod]

You have more than proven, here, that you are your own man. Vampires simply have notions of territory that one cannot understand unless one is.

[darkest0knight]

Of course I can prove it here. He's not here. He's anywhere but here.

[tinyvampiregod]

If you know that you are capable of taking care of yourself, what does it matter whether he watches over you?

[darkest0knight]

If it was just watching...it'd still be fucking creepy. But whatever. I can deal with creepy.

Filtered;

[ohrosalita]

Nobody can own you unless you let them, Tony. That includes my family, and this city, and curses and vampires and everything.

That's what I've decided to believe, anyway.

Filtered;

[darkest0knight]

Maybe not all of me. Maybe never all of me.

Filtered;

[ohrosalita]

Maybe none of you. Nothing gives someone a right to ownership. Not even blood.

Filtered;

[darkest0knight]

Huh. You try telling the bastard son of a king about right to ownership sometime.

[halfblooded_git]

Astonishingly, for once I agree with Ms. Walker.

Mr. Foster, no one owns you, especially not in death. I suggest you stop entertaining your ridiculous ideas, regardless of whether it's caused by a simple curse.

Honestly.

[darkest0knight]

Not in death. Just the death part.

Like...nothing else is allowed to kill me. See?

[halfblooded_git]

It sounds like the arrogant prattling of one too self-important to realize his own failings.

No, not you. Whoever it is you're going on about.

[darkest0knight]

Well Henry is a bit arrogant. Okay, a lot arrogant.

But he's a vampire and nobility and all that crap, so he kind of can't help it.

[iliketrolls]

How can you own someone's death?

Um... I'm sorry. That really sucks.

[darkest0knight]

In a really weird, nothing else is allowed to kill me except him, kind of way?

It doesn't suck so much. I mean, he's not even here. And who knows what it'll be like when I go back. Maybe being apart for all this time will make a big difference.

[iliketrolls]

That seems more like... stalking, to me.

Um, hopefully a good change? 'Cause, not to be pessimistic or anything, but it doesn't sound... like it. To me. The bald chick with nill people skills. Take what I say with grains of salt.

[darkest0knight]

Well he is a vampire. They do stalk a lot. It's in the job description.

I'm not suffering, Val. I do have my own life. CB Productions, the studio, my friends...those are mine. Wanting to do more someday than fetch lightmeters and coffee and babysit extras, that's mine. I have my own dreams and plans.

It's not a "help, help, I'm being oppressed" situation.