Comments | darkersideofyou: Everybody has their ghosts, that emptiness that haunts (FM Jan Topic)

darkersideofyou

Everybody has their ghosts, that emptiness that haunts (FM Jan Topic)

Jan 08, 2008 19:01

Ready.The word airport was hardly out of Ryan's mouth but that was all I needed to hear. If I had been thinking a little more clearly I might have just taken the keys out of his hand but instead I just turned around and walked out of Kennedy's apartment where apparently my sister had been staying. I didn't think Ryan had any reason to lie to me, he ( Read more... )

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liked_the_cold January 9 2008, 01:11:34 UTC

In all the places I've been to, all the places Lucy and I were pushed and dragged to, I'd never been to a place like Los Angeles. It was so beautiful, the way it seemed to sparkle from almost any height. There were always at least a thousand lights nearby to light your way. I was probably over romanticizing it, but it was kind of like the stars hung lower here in the sky than they did anywhere else. And on a clear, dark night, you really could see forever ( ... )

darkersideofyou January 10 2008, 00:25:38 UTC

I just stood there, like I was suddenly struck dumb. There was so much between us. At one point in our lives I thought I could read every single expression on her face, like I knew every thought that went through her head. I probably never really did, but at least I had a much better idea then. Right now? I could have been staring at a stranger wearing my face. She looked like Helena on a good day....times ten ( ... )

liked_the_cold January 10 2008, 01:25:01 UTC

I lowered my head when she said that she had seen me, but that she had written off what she knew as hallucinations. It was hard too. To look away. This was the closest I'd been in a year. I'd seen her, and yes, I'd followed her. Watched her from so many hiding places. But I hadn't been close enough to feel her warmth or to see the subtleties of expression as they were written across her face ( ... )

darkersideofyou January 10 2008, 02:26:50 UTC

Voodoo? How the hell could voodoo bring someone back to life? I didn't really understand it but there were a lot of things in the world I didn't understand, I just learned to accept them. But I couldn't accept this, I just...couldn't. She wanted to make sure that I was ok? She didn't want to bother me because I'd already grieved for her? I thought she knew me better than that ( ... )

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