the last time i wrote in here was matthews birthday ( Read more... )

yesterday was matts birthday, hes finally 19.
it was kind of weird going to his house because his family was there.
brother, nephews, mom, tommy, sister, and his brothers fiance.
patrick and broke neck was there too.
matts mom kept taking pictures of us with alex (baby nephew)
gosh.

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Think of me as your head smashes through the windsheild

i just too stupid to understand whats going on?
perhaps you can tell me why the place where i used to write i love you on my hand is now my blades favorite dwelling place
does he make you as happy as i did?
does he know all the secrets you told me, and i vowed to never speak aloud?
do you know he ( Read more... )

to show matt im not all about himim dating jimmy syer *sp ( Read more... )

*yawns*

im in class right now trying to get on myspace.
but my school has that shit D-BLOCKED like a motha fucka.
its all good though.
hmm, well matt and i dated A-fucking-GAIN
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this time it lasted for more than 2 days. holla.
i was so excited when the best sex in my life came back.
ekjfh skjgwvn edmvn!! <3 ( Read more... )

matt came over last night.
he just kept looking at me and i finally asked him to stop. it was kinda weird and shit. i kept expecting matt to be an asshole like he usually is.
but he wasnt.
he just kept... looking at me.

later that night he told me that he loved me.

mr. matthew david young, said thathave you ever just wanted to meet a persons ( Read more... )

around 4 matt called me ( Read more... )

today was fun ( Read more... )

okay ( Read more... )

REDRUMunit05: WELL I AM DIPPIN YOURE PISSIN ME OFF SO GOOD NIGHT SWEET DREAMS
TormentdpassionS: night <3

Sfsoldier6: and kirstin I love u now and then as well.

i saw myke today.
and its his birthday.
<3
i miss hanging out with him.
psh.