I'm ..... you know what, fuck hope. Fuck that "There's a good chance that you won't have to have a surgery." Bullshit. There never was a fucking chance. Here I am in a hospital, alone, about to be told that I have to have a surgery, number 5 if anyone is counting. And things looked so good, that tube in my nose was only draining about 100 ml of ( Read more... )

I looked over and lo and behold, it's 11:11, guess who that made me think of, haha

uh, friends of mine, in case any of you tried getting a hold of me today, I thought you should know that I ended up having to go the he ER last night. Charity and Chad knew about my organs being raped (aka, being in lots of pain) but what I didn't know at the time is that my old intestinal problems came back. Meaning my intestine kinked up. Hence I ( Read more... )

I've been writing song lyrics lately, that's new and exciting. I had orientation yesterday, which was 12 hours I will never get back, but once I finally got my schedule worked out and got to talk to the Techies n' Actors (the drama club at OU), I started getting all excited for college. Now it just has to start. I want to lose myself in Theatre. ( Read more... )

Hello world...

Now look here, I've been conducting a lot of research and based on my findings there are a lot of misunderstandings floating around. I'm not going to try and correct any of them on here at 9:30 in the morning. I will be doing this in person with each of my friends, if they are together then that is even better I can talk to more than one person at ( Read more... )

Alright, I've told some of you about this, but I have to kind of clear my head right now so it's being said again. I've never had a girlfriend. That in and of itself is not the problem, so to speak. The problem comes when I feel this need to satisfy some physical passion. I have on numerous occasions with different people had random and sometimes ( Read more... )

Where would you go if you could escape from the world? What would you do? Elaborate freely...

For any one who has ever acted on stage in front of an audience...

What did you like most about acting? What was the best part? Why did you do it?

Be brutal, I won't feel it anyway, but:

What is the worst thing about me? What might I change to make myself a better person?
And don't give me that, "you're perfect the way you are" crap, no one is perfect, we can all improve. What do you find least desireable about the way I think or whatever?