I rarely even update anymore ( Read more... )

back from washington.
facing the heartbreak.
5 months.

the snow is running its course.
im sick of it and my flight better not get cancelled.

i havent been on here.
no one reads, its more of a 'venting' type of thing.

washington in 4 days.

[everyone should die]

im going to washington the 21st.
im extremely happy but also exremely worried about a ride.
oooh please let annette come through.
plllease god.

It was a good adventure last night ( Read more... )

thanks giving...

its not all its cut out to be.

blah.

well annette came to pick me up, we went to this coffee shop called Boulder St. and it was alright, they have the best Mocha there... close to $3 but its well worth it.

we picked up some kids afterwards and went to this place called Shugah's. I ordered tea, i had already had coffee. tea was good but it smelled a little funny. after that we went ( Read more... )

connecting slowly through our finger tips
restless motions come to light

the person you thought I was

I am not;
certainly

egg shelled emotions,
                     they sting like glass

you shatter for what you've lost

my unconditional trust
your denying spirit

you deny what once was lost
                    so do forget what we once had
for like smoke ( Read more... )

gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood
i miss him so much i want to die.
only not really die. live?
basically today fucking sucked
and all i need is some loving.
i cannot wait to move out.

I think today was one of the worst days in my entire year of high school.
Honestly, I really wished people would stop being idiots.
It makes me sad and sick to my stomach.

I miss richard. Missing him has done me more damage than anything else.
I want to touch him again, and tell him how much I love him.