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[dark_shines17]

I rarely even update anymore.
I might get rid of this journal in a few months...but I'm not sure.

tomorrow is the first day of the second semester... I'm not really excited. Three of my friends are gone..and they are the ones I hung out with, I'm going to have to find someone else or just be a loner.

Maybe I'll just read all the time.

I always did that anyway, except I hung out with people... I still do... its just that everyone has their own thing going on.
As well as me.

I'm only interested in getting the hell out of school.

Sometimes I feel like I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Like, I'm not into anything at school or out of school, all I do is hang out with some people, read, drink coffee, use the computer... talk on the phone with Richard.
He's the only thing that keeps me well.

Well sort of.
I got grounded and I can only speak to him on the phone on fridays and saturdays...except my mother let me talk to him yesterday because I was getting sick.

I guess I live to wait.
and that's all I'll ever live for.

I just cant wait.