My life has gone down the toilet so deep, and in so many ways since my last LJ post. Without going into detail, my life's essentially been turned upside down. I'm trying to roll with the punches, but it gets harder and harder as days go by. These aren't small, minor inconveniences in life. This is a veritable volcano of hardship I've been facing. ( Read more... )

I don't know what I did, but I sure did fuck it up ( Read more... )

I now have a job in the lab at the hospital in addition to my current job. My second boss says she'll give me no more than 20 hours a week at the most.

I start Monday.

Has anyone woken up from a dream laughing because the dream was so awesome and funny?

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In light of the shooting of Doctor Tiller in Kansas, I've heard a lot of ignorant stuff regarding the incident. After reading what was reported, I've come to this conclusion. This was an act of a Christian Extremist. I don't use the word "terrorist" not because of some kind of misunderstood sense of the word in today's culture -- but because I do ( Read more... )

Upon watching that god-awful movie The Spirit, I thought Eva Mendes' character was named San Serif -- you know, the font type? Turns out it was Sand Saref. Who knew? I didn't.

Doubled-up on my medication last night before bed. Woke up 5 minutes ago, completely sane. Unfortunate side-effect? I feel like a zombie. But I'd rather feel like this than check into a Psych Ward where they'd make me feel like a zombie anyway. Feeling strangely lethargic compared to my usual high energy.

I don't know what's going on with my body, but I don't feel any better. I'm in tears crying, and I have no idea why. My mind is being stretched thinner beyond anything I've ever felt before. I've never felt like this before. It's mental, it's spiritual, it's emotional. I feel like I'm going to break down and be forced to check myself into a Psych ( Read more... )

I haven't spoken to you in a while. But right now I'm stressed on the subconcious level. I can't sleep. My thoughts are a jumbled mess. I think I'm starting to get mentally unhealthy again. My paranoia is creeping back up on me. I can't sleep. Help.