Tonight i'm dying my hair and i think i'm gonna do it like a light brown dark blond but it's gonna be all one color.. so now i need people's opinions. choose, either dark blond or light brown. so please respond. umm.. wood dance tonight maybe.. i'm not sure.. and maybe me and dani might watch porn!!! score!!! lol... *PAINT ME!* thats about it for ( Read more... )

This week is going to be the best ever. *dani* just one more day and it will be like stress free from everything, not just from one thing but i won't have to worry about so much stuff. We all know about our losses this weekend.. that's why we are going to have a team meeting about how we all are playing and why we can't get back on track to a great ( Read more... )

Today is my bleh day so far. This morning was our soccer game and we lost 5-0.. our team works really well together, but i don't know what's happening to us. We are a good team but i dunno. That's why we are just gonna have a team meeting w/o coaches to talk bout stuff ( Read more... )

But it's not coming out... I should have screamed as loud as i could last night at the game but i didn't to let out all of my stress and anger and confusion and all the other stuff i have been keeping inside of myself for soo long. I would usually write it here, but i know if i do.. somebody is gonna say something or turn it around on me and say ( Read more... )

I'm seriously so stressed out right now.. i have no clue what so ever to do.. Dani knows how i feel.. Dani and right now only Dani, and Todd.. but that's about it. maybe kayla... and nikki.. i'm not sure.. but atleast they know EXACTLY how i feel about things and how they turned out. I'm so sick of all of this.. CRAP!.. thats going on in my life.. ( Read more... )

... I guess.. I still don't know what to do or think. I'm tryin to make my day happy as i can right now. Dani, he's never gonna leave.. never. I have to find out if my camera works today or not, cuz if it doesn't then i'm kinda screwed for photo. The only thing i've really done today is chores and i'm watchin part of the niner game. we're not doin ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say, i don't know what to do. I don't regret at all saying what i have said and deciding what i have decided. I'm glad i have made the decision that i did. I'm sick of all the pressure that was on me and having to worry about pleasing everyone. Now i don't even care what you all think. It's my decision, my choice, my heart. I ( Read more... )

I can't describe how i feel at all. I thought that this year was going to be the best ever, because it's Senior year, and all my classes are great.. but i was definately wrong. My heart feels like it's been smashed into a million pieces and can never be repaired.. unless ofcourse something like a miracle happens, but i don't want that miracle to ( Read more... )

Vicodin.. GREAT STUFF! i don't really hurt that much.. kinda.. i'm still puffy and i can eat anything i want.. except for crunchy stuff... and ofcourse drinking stuff through a straw. I want to thank all of my friends who have called or came to visit me and alyssa on friday and saturday. YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST! Jenn, thanks for the milkshakes, Dani ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the day.. The terrible tragic day of my life.. well, so far anyways. I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled out! I am so freakin scared, and i know for a fact that i'm going to cry when i leave school, on my way there, and right before i go in and put me to sleep. I'm actually starting to tear up right now. but anyways, I'm gonna try my ( Read more... )