*Speechless*
I don't know what to say, i don't know what to do. I don't regret at all saying what i have said and deciding what i have decided. I'm glad i have made the decision that i did. I'm sick of all the pressure that was on me and having to worry about pleasing everyone. Now i don't even care what you all think. It's my decision, my choice, my heart. I don't care if you like it or not, thats how life is and it sucks half of the time. But i am sorry that i can't make you as happy as i have been for the past 2 months. I know your upset and disapointed, but what do you want me to do? I can't do this anymore.. any of it for that matter. I'm done...
In other news, last night i went to THE MORMON DANCE! GREAT FUN! Me and Dani were prestons dates and hecka girls were lookin at us funny.. but oh well! Some things also happened last night that i will NEVER get over. Danielle knows, Michael knows, and maybe Preston, but right now that's about it. I'll tell a couple more, but i want to keep it a secret. Dani knows exactly how i feel, i can't tell if it's a god feeling or not.. part of it is, but what happened in that month of february and march will haunt me forever. Dani, heres what he wrote in my yearbook:
Alysson~
Well this year definitely wasn't what I expected, or wanted. But, that's how it goes, I guess. I hope you're happy with everything. I'm sorry, but I'm doing Independent Sutdies next year so I probably won't see you around. Thanks for the good times and the bad. I sure did learn a lot.
Love you...
(He will remain nameless)
Who knows what is in store for me today. I might get to paint the walls in my house.. very cool. Dying dani's hair after she gets off of work. That's all that i can think of for right now. Like i said.. i'm speechless...
In other news, last night i went to THE MORMON DANCE! GREAT FUN! Me and Dani were prestons dates and hecka girls were lookin at us funny.. but oh well! Some things also happened last night that i will NEVER get over. Danielle knows, Michael knows, and maybe Preston, but right now that's about it. I'll tell a couple more, but i want to keep it a secret. Dani knows exactly how i feel, i can't tell if it's a god feeling or not.. part of it is, but what happened in that month of february and march will haunt me forever. Dani, heres what he wrote in my yearbook:
Alysson~
Well this year definitely wasn't what I expected, or wanted. But, that's how it goes, I guess. I hope you're happy with everything. I'm sorry, but I'm doing Independent Sutdies next year so I probably won't see you around. Thanks for the good times and the bad. I sure did learn a lot.
Love you...
(He will remain nameless)
Who knows what is in store for me today. I might get to paint the walls in my house.. very cool. Dying dani's hair after she gets off of work. That's all that i can think of for right now. Like i said.. i'm speechless...