Work in progress.

I have started my goodbyes, only scraping the surface.

I hadn't been keeping track of the acquaintences that I have collected in these months, and now I must fit the important ones in to less than a handful of nights. Coffee, ice cream, a photo to remember you by.
I will be back, will I be back? I wonder if your city is already so much colder, or ( Read more... )

I'm in a pretty foul mood right now & his stupidity didn't help.

+ Haribo alphabet letter candy
+ Max Brenner chocolate
+ Flea markets
+ Walks with Mike & Norman
+ Gin & cranberry juice
+ Blades of Glory
- Lorna Simpson
- Gordon Matta Clark
- Photographer's block (I just made that one up..)
- People

Self-portraits are always great: the photo looks like how I want to feel.

You wake up at Seatac, SFO, LAX. You wake up at O'Hare, Dallas-Fort Worth, BWI. Pacific, mountain, central. Lose an hour, gain an hour. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. You wake up at Air Harbor International. If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

Si tard le soir le soleil brille.

I'm worried I don't know how to get in touch with people. I'm worried if I come too close, they'll say I'm overstepping. They'll say I'm pushy, or...emotional you know. But if I back off, they might think I don't care. I really, honestly believe I missed some rule that everyone else takes for granted; I must have been absent from school that day. ( Read more... )

I need to start taking responsibility for the things I do and the mistakes I make.

"If life's not beautiful without the pain, well I'd rather never ever even see beauty again"