Why do people see life as a race? They run and run and run and the end never comes. They're all trying to win, but what they don't realize is that they're on a treadmill in the dark racing themselves, chasing the future as if it were a twinkie being held up in front of them by a string. I wish those people would step off the treadmill and accept ( Read more... )

I never got her name, but I think it was Sarah. Her face looked like a Sarah; her smile said "what are you doing tonight". I thought about tossing my apron in my boss's face and following her out the door. It's too bad shit like that only happens in movies.

I logged on today and instead of writing down new thoughts I got caught up in my old ones. I read every post I have made on LJ and it's one of the oddest things I have ever experienced. Shit, did the last three years pass by that fast?

No, I'm not coming out of the closet ( Read more... )

Hey, look at me. I'm Mike Otte, I'm a fuckin' bitch.

It's getting close. I think any day now. Damn Bart for taking so long last night.

I hate to be so negative, but I've been reading up on my little ailment and apparently there is no long term cure. Fuck that. Sorry future kids, I won't be able to play with you like your friend's daddys because I fucked up as an 18 year old ( Read more... )

So please, for my sake and yours, take this as a very general post, meant for a few people instead of one. It applies to a few people for sure, and others after that it can apply to. Some will be more obvious than others, some will have to think about it, some will call me and be like, did that apply to me and I will say yes even if it doesn't ( Read more... )

Why do I want to be with you ( Read more... )

SO life is like this road, right? And it's winding away into this unknown land and there are all these back roads you can take, but you don't know where you're going ( Read more... )