So this morning I was thinking that it had been a long time since I have written in here.... so I figured ney I might has well try top catch up a little. So yeah, things are really crazy around here, I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I try and I try but sometimes, lik eright now there is this point that I can't care this much ( Read more... )

Wow, so here I am just chilling and bored out of my mind. Wow, i am so happy right now too.... so last friday Zach and I hung out and we are so much better now!!! Then on Sunday I went to watch his band practice and all sorts of fun stuff. Then all this week whenever I take his sister home from skol he'll come out just to say Hi and stuff. Last ( Read more... )

What to say, what to say.... I dunno, going on a mission trip on spring break, hope it will be fun... but don't really know... don't want it to go like mexico did last year, can't handle Zach again. Stuff like that isn't supposed to go on at a church outing like that. Wow, glad I got that out it was a struggle. Anyways, so yeah, I have ot go cuz I ( Read more... )

just thought I'd mention that. Hes like the wild child of Lebanon. Spaz I think is the word. Yes, definately thats it.

I'm out

Anyways, So yeha here I am, same-o same-o, I dunno, I'm kinda depressed right now, I leave for Iowa in the morning, But I don't really want to I guess. Well, I want to go to school there this fall but then there is this thought that keeps poping back up in my head. I'll have to tell Zach good bye, alright so I know that it doesn't seem like that ( Read more... )

Hummmm, well things are really messed up to say the least!!! But I don't feel like going into it! I guess I don't know what to say then!!! I'm gonna go cuz I'm gonna say a lot of things that I don't mean if I explain right now.

I'm gone.

Yeah, thats what I had for breakfast... Anyways, yeah hummm... God is good, life is fun. Valentines day is this weekend, what to do on that night... I dunno, I have no sweatheart so I guess that I will just stay home and watch sappy romantic movies all night and cry to myself, while I eat an entire box of chocolates and tear rose petals into pieces ( Read more... )

Wow, so like yeah, I'm kind in an odd mood right now, things are just wierd in my life I guess... (I'm just now realizing this....) In the last 2 months I have #1- lost my best friend #2- got accepted to my two top choice colleges(the only two that I applied for) #3- resolved to not stop until I see the kingdom of God flourish on this earth. Wow, ( Read more... )

11:58am - Wow, I haven't written in here for so long, but it seems like I never have a chance to so what can you expect. I dunno,things are just crazy. I can never stop doing things and going places... on and on and on, things are so wild, I'm taking Justin to prom which is cool... I dunno, I just wish that it was Zach but since he is stupid and ( Read more... )

12:49pm - Hmmm... well yeah, I don't even know what to say right now. Last night was really wierd. I dunno, like I saw Him for the first time in a week, that made things a little wierd. Like I was at choir practice and we always anymore sit like way away from each other and don’t talk to one another and then like last night out of the blue he came ( Read more... )