Comments | danielle001223: I don't know...

danielle001223

I don't know...

Aug 24, 2005 00:08

For anyone, who feels the need to read this, you don't need too... this is purely for my own sanity I guess, just to somehow manage to get out in words what my brain, and heart are feeling. Which can be hard for me because when I have these types of feelings, nothing seems to come out easy.

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19ellie August 24 2005, 17:11:33 UTC

I know we don't know each other...

I was so touched to read what you have written.

I am so sorry.

I wish there was something I could do.

Thinking of you

Helen
xx

danielle001223 August 24 2005, 20:29:37 UTC

Thanks for the thoughts... It's greatly appreciated. I've been in such a blah mood, I go through stages, I did so many of those quizes, because I was feeling okay - but little do I realize that my emotions just build up the more I ignore them. .. Thanks again :-)

19ellie August 24 2005, 21:25:58 UTC

not a problem

you can add me to msn if you have it...helenbousfield@hotmail.com

xx

danielle001223 August 24 2005, 21:29:47 UTC

I have AIM, and Yahoo... not MSN... You should download yahoo - cause, Um, it's cool n' stuff.

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musicbabe06 August 24 2005, 20:39:20 UTC

I wanted to let you know that you aren't the only person in the world that has gone through what you're going through. My mother had to go through the same thing. My sister Katie died when she was only a baby. There were many complications with her. If she would've lived she would've been mentally retarded. One day when she was laying peacefully in her basinette her heart just stopped and she passed away. I can't imagine how hard that is but I don't know how I could ever deal with losing my child. I admire my mother for being such a strong person and it sounds like in the future your children will look up to you in the same way. Keep surviving, keep going..that's what Kenzie would want. Wishing you love and peace.

danielle001223 August 24 2005, 20:41:36 UTC

I realize I'm not the only one... I joined a support group so that there were others I could turn to for support in similar situtations, though right now, I've still stayed relatively closed up. I take it a day at a time - Everyday is different. Thanks for taking the time to comment, I appreciate it.

musicbabe06 August 24 2005, 20:46:58 UTC

I got Jeff Hammonds sig. One of the announcers on FOX. It was so cool!! Because I usually make fun of him and stuff when I watch it on tv at home. haha

danielle001223 August 24 2005, 20:48:16 UTC

lol -- nice. Now you have something to remind you of it... I'm not a NASCAR fan, I love Hockey :-) Woo!

musicbabe06 August 24 2005, 20:48:43 UTC

That's really great you joined a support group. I hope that you just keep your head up and keep going and always remember there are people always who love you.

musicbabe06 August 24 2005, 20:49:20 UTC

Haha that's cool. Go Redwings! I love Football and NASCAR.

danielle001223 August 24 2005, 20:52:07 UTC

Yeah, the support group meets once a month, and I'm also in therapy once a week. We don't always talk about what went on, my way of grieving is to ignore things, which isn't the best way.

Only reason I love Hockey is because my cousin was on the womens Olympic Hockey team, so of course I gotta love the sport, even though I can't skate worth a shit.

I added you to my list, as a friend - hope you don't mind.