I just want to feel secure. When you say you love me do you mean it? or do you use the term so losely that you tell every women that? It hurts so bad I have a feeling whats going on and I only hope that I'm wrong. I wish you were honest with me and were just mine, although you're not. I've been just yours but you can't reciprocate. When you don't ( Read more... )

Rescue me from this pain. It hurts so bad make it stop.

Life without Passion
Is like Life without Love
Life without Love is Life without meaning.

Take it for what it is.

I'm fucking up and I need to stop. I wish I had some guidance.

I want the one that I love only to love me.
But I cant always have what I want.

Anxious, nervous, confused, distraught, lonely, wishful, needy...
Do you feel what I feel?

So I'm tired stressed and all these thoughts are running through my mind. I cant seem to grasp onto whats real.

After all this time you now decide to take a interest. I'm so distraught ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about whats my purpose in life? I think I figured it out, I think I am suppose to meet and connect with people in different ways. Give them something that they've never had before and I think in return I will learn and gain something out of it. I wonder how certain people came into my life and why ( Read more... )

I need you right now. Please lead and guide me.

This weekend really opened up my eyes. I hate him, I hate myself, I feel sorry for her. So many things going through my head. Stop it all and save me from this destruction. I hope God can forgive me and help me through this.

Joannah how I love you. Thank you.

Internally, I feel restored and brand new and yet im sick and my body is hurting.