danger_zone911

Here We Are

danger_zone911 Mar 16, 2020 14:47

The closest thing I'll ever know to the end of the world. What nightmare's have been made of is coming true.

Since I can remember being alive I've known I would be here for this moment in time. and it's taken me years to understand why.

Covid-19. What a name.

I've had a lifetime of practicing for the unknown. For doomsday. For this time. I feel ( Read more... )

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danger_zone911 Nov 30, 2019 22:06

Sometimes I feel that I’ve done everything I’ve needed to do.

Sometimes I realize I will never be happy.

And it makes me sad.

And it makes me want to disappear.

I’m ready for the party to be over some days. I’m ready to go home.

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Que Te Pedi

danger_zone911 Nov 22, 2019 12:11

My husband asked for a separation.

In my heart I don’t know that he ever felt like a husband to me.

He was the representation of what I thought I wanted. Deserved.

White.

Muscular.

Accent.

Plain and unassuming. Gentle, kind.

Big dick.

Green eyes.

Loyal.

It wasn’t enough.

It’s not what I need.

I need me.

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danger_zone911 Aug 20, 2015 01:28

I'm so lonely

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danger_zone911 Jun 19, 2015 21:32

I'm desperately clinging onto any semblance of who I've always thought I was. I can feel my fingers slipping, one by one, I'm over the ledge looking down and I don't like what's down there. It would be so comfortable. I could just let go and fall and that one moment of relief before falling into the dark abyss of what is my future would feel worth ( Read more... )

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danger_zone911 Jan 26, 2015 15:13

I'm on the J train, just 12 days shy of turning 30. The blizzard of the century is upon us and I feel shame in finding comfort in natural disasters ( Read more... )