So, good friends are really cool in that you can work things out without too much pain. Which is what happened. So I'm ok now ( Read more... )

I stabbed a best friend in the back, and I was half aware of it. Maybe I just do this to everyone. I've been a hypocrite, a two-faced liar, a vain snake, stupid, cold-hearted. I seriously hurt someone. I caused another soul to feel bitter, angry, sad, grudging, worthless. And I hate that. I hate that I have been so self-absorbed and so concerned ( Read more... )

I had my last principal's list luncheon on Tuesday. It was fun ( Read more... )

Hooray for being tired of school ( Read more... )

These past few days have been very much out of the ordinary ( Read more... )

Life is awesome in that, after having thought you were doing something right, you realize you weren't very right at all ( Read more... )

"Is this the new year or just another night ( Read more... )

Why is it that we do what we don't want to do, what the body tells us to do, and we don't do what we want to do, what the Spirit tells us? I've been in the middle of doing something and knowing that it's wrong, but I do it anyways. I was talking to a friend about this today, and I think it's definitely a strange part of human nature. Sometimes even ( Read more... )

Despite the stess, animosity, and emotional trauma of band class, I thought that the concert went really well! I didn't pass out during my solo (thank you, Tommy!), JT made What'd I Say super sexy (and got us the loudest applause of the night), symph. band didn't crash and burn, and color guard is the most beautiful thing on the planet. Mission ( Read more... )

I'll try to not forget my purpose, not matter what happens, no matter what questions I have to answer or choices I have to make.