i just had one of the best weekends of my life. absolutely amazing. i was high on life the entire time i'm sure everyone else could see it. i NEVER want to give dancing up. i can do whatever i want and really be whoever i want when i'm in that moment. it feels better than any other thing i can describe. I can release everything i'm feeling ( Read more... )

woo!!! my post that was deleted off of my phone the other day just was recovered by lj. love life. so here it is ( Read more... )

I HATE MY PHONE. i had a huge long post and was just about to post it and my phone cleared the whole thing with the backspace button. dang it. now i don`t have time to rewrite the whole entire post so you get the sparknotes version ( Read more... )

i'm just tired of being alone. yep. thats pretty much it.

so i have been waiting for only an hour and supposedly it shouldn`t take too much longer to get my results back. either way, i just really wanna know what i got. unfortunately no one in the family is answering their text messages so i`m forced to sit alone and wait. hmm ( Read more... )

its nearing 5 am and I just can't lull myself into a relaxed sleepy state. not good ( Read more... )

coming back home tomorrow starting at 5 am. I loved this vacation. I loved the ocean and the bay. I especially loved NYC even if i was only there for a day. However, and nice of a vacation that this was, I really would like to see some of my friends. Being with my family is nice, but really the other half of my life is back home and I miss it ( Read more... )

just learned something else about my family that really just makes me mad. I found out the reason why exactly no one talks about Becky being a lesbian, including Becky most of the time. Apparently Aunt Sharon talked to Becky about it a while ago. Oh and can i just say i love when me and mom talk to aunt sharon because its just nice to try to ( Read more... )

oh dear lord. i just had 45 minutes where I felt like a giggly little girl in junior high. purely amazing I must say. the reason is gonna make many of you roll your eyes but whatev, roll away, I'm just happy :D ( Read more... )

well i just don't know what to say. I just finished watching the Michael Jackson memorial on tv and it was just so emotional. I don't care who you are, if you watch that you will be moved. I am so glad someone said to his children that their dad was not weird but what he had to go through was. I just don't know how to take in everything that ( Read more... )