Frightened...
Oh dear, I just can't seem to stop can I? For my frustrated pixie who went AWOL... Oh and guys, this is made up...
He is really angry with you and you know it. You are actually scared. You have never been scared of your master before. But this time you pushed too hard. You disobeyed an implicit order; you thought you were being clever. You thought to get punished. But not like this. His face is like thunder; you are shackled so tightly that you are literally at his mercy. He is beating you, slowly and methodically. He is varying the pace so that you can’t sink into it. Each hit hurts and not in a good way.
You are really afraid now. He stands in front of you and his face is blank, dispassionate and you think probably bored. If he gets bored he will turn you away. You need him, he is the centre of your universe; he is your breath, your life’s blood; he is what you get up in the morning for.
Don’t turn me away
Your whole body is pleading with him.
Still he continues to beat you.
The pain is getting too much. You have cramps all over your body. You are crying and pleading with him to stop. He ignores you … keeps ignoring you until….
You safeword.
Everything stops; you are unchained, laid out on your front. Attended to. The moment of truth is approaching. You know he is going to reject you; you drink in the sight of his beauty for what you are sure is the last time….
He is really angry with you and you know it. You are actually scared. You have never been scared of your master before. But this time you pushed too hard. You disobeyed an implicit order; you thought you were being clever. You thought to get punished. But not like this. His face is like thunder; you are shackled so tightly that you are literally at his mercy. He is beating you, slowly and methodically. He is varying the pace so that you can’t sink into it. Each hit hurts and not in a good way.
You are really afraid now. He stands in front of you and his face is blank, dispassionate and you think probably bored. If he gets bored he will turn you away. You need him, he is the centre of your universe; he is your breath, your life’s blood; he is what you get up in the morning for.
Don’t turn me away
Your whole body is pleading with him.
Still he continues to beat you.
The pain is getting too much. You have cramps all over your body. You are crying and pleading with him to stop. He ignores you … keeps ignoring you until….
You safeword.
Everything stops; you are unchained, laid out on your front. Attended to. The moment of truth is approaching. You know he is going to reject you; you drink in the sight of his beauty for what you are sure is the last time….