i have 19 years of proof locked into my brain. try to tell me different. i will never begin to believe.

so I realized several things this weekend...

1. I have the best boyfriend ever.

2. my music holds power over people, therefore i do too.

3. my ulcer is most definitely back, along with me getting sick from riding my moped when its 28 degrees out in improper attire.

4. I have fucking awesome friends.

Me: Good question. What is the director of Reality and Timing? Maybe she is pretending to be the almighty Pants ( Read more... )

in the past year ive worked 4 jobs, lived in 4 places, with 17 people, and 15 animals. weeew.... i never want to move again. working on saturdays is pretty friggin dumb. especially when no one is on gmail, and everytime they get on i keep missing them. but hello 1 hour of overtime. wait maybe i only get a half hour. dammit!

hello having fridays off. hello ultimate nap time! and screw having my first break of the day when the sun isnt even up yet. Brodeo moves in today and our house will become the ultimate moped house. living with all guys is fun because there is less pmsing. not less bitching, but less pmsing. and free organic food and a free chef who lives in a ( Read more... )

recap of yesterday: got up and got breakfast with some of the moped kids. went shopping for clown costumes and rode around a lot. went home and brennan and i ate pizza, got clowned up. somehow lost my sword on the ride to the speak easy, zach found it and brought it too me. got there and there were so many mopeds and scooters and clowns. ( Read more... )

hahahaha i just fell asleep at work and my phone was ringing and heather woke me up.. god what a stupid day. and i still have 6 1/2 hours left.

I don't know if I have ever been this busy in my life. what with working full time and school full time and the band and friends and my new man friend im averaging 4 hours of sleep a night. which isnt enough. I think the key is to sleep a lot over the weekend and then during the week i wont have to sleep as much... maybe. anyway. i wont get ( Read more... )

Friday is the please step out of the vehicle cd release party!!! and Browar is playing. hahahah so is the maybe happening.... awkward... hahahahahha. oh its going to so much fun. there are going to be so many people there. and this week is going to go so fast cuz school is starting. so i will be busy like woah.. and my leg is healing and isnt ( Read more... )

The rain has begun. It falls like a dead weight upon my soul. Hopefully it will not slowly drag me down into that dark abyss of depression and solitude. I just need some time to acclimate and remember what its like to constantly be wet. and then school....