I now it has been awhile since I have actually sat down and updated my journal. I have been holding too much inside of me at this point that I feel now is a good time to address it. I have had so much going on and I apologize for not being around as much as I would like to be.

First off, I am going through some things that I don't really ( Read more... )

~And with this cigarette that I just lit, as I pass the 53rd street bridge right now the world just seems to big so sit down and remind me how this is the same old story of growing up and getting lost.

~Sometimes I think something's wrong with me because I was never one to believe in anyone or nything.

~It's so funny how life burns out so fast it's ( Read more... )

You know the funny thing is.. my life is one big soap opera. I guess Livejournal isn't really a journal for a single person.. it is for the whole fucking world. For instance, I cannot write in my journal something and not have it spread to everyone who doesn't really need to hear it... thanks to everyone who did that.. that meant a lot to me and I ( Read more... )

Hey everyone.. or anyone who is reading this. I have decided that I am going to stop making excuses for myself and get back into school by the end of the summer. I have to wait until I get back from California before I can get started. Anyhow, to help further this idea I have decided to make a portfolio so it will be somewhat easier to get back ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. I am not sure I was missed on here, but I have been around lurking in the shadows. No wars currently going on that I am aware of and whatI have to write about today is so simple and stupid it is almost pointless for anyone who reads this to spread it around to as many people as possible ( Read more... )

Wow you are getting me two days in a row. I am afraid I do not come bearing the gifts of good news ( Read more... )

Have you ever had such compassionate feelings for something or someone that it consumed your life? Or have you had something in your life that you weren't too sure about, but that you thought you loved what ever that object was ( Read more... )

sorry I have not been around lately... have been living a pretty hectic life. Sorry again.
Amie

I have a lot of friends on and off line. Sometimes we get pissed at each other. It is part of life. It happens, but we make up and get over whatever was pissing us off. Sometimes I hold grudges and forget to tell the person that I am slightly irritated at them. Of course, the more I let this fester the more angry I get at them. And when I do decide ( Read more... )

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