fuckkyou. and have a nice day.

Jul 22, 2005 01:03

i feel rotten. from the inside out. i;m beginning to hate life. everything about it. which is odd because for the people that know me see that i am always a very happy and outgoing person. living everyday to the fullest, but lately i just don;t give a shit. i could give two flying fucks what happens to me anymore. i;ve lost everything. from my ( Read more... )

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my_happyness July 22 2005, 12:08:42 UTC
hey, although i never really talk to you that often, i wanted to say that obviously when you drink all the time and then you come down, life just seems alot bigger of a bitch. another thing is that, from what i see, you having fun alot of such you do have your ups and downs in life. maybe i am completely oblivous of what is going on with you, but seriously shit does happen and when you do things to numb yourself, its only temporary and you should know not to do it as much because it just gets worse and worse and your digging your hole deeper. as for you and sabrina, i know you and her are unseperable and i am sure you do to, you and her will be friends again. your fights just seem to make your relationship with her stronger. i really hope things turn out better for you.

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daisednconfused July 22 2005, 13:22:11 UTC
thank you tami. you;re a good person. i hope things work out too. i love that girl with all my fucken heart and having a guy come between that/us is unbelivable. something i never dreamed would happen. but you;re right about everything you said. and thanks again for understanding. i love you. and i think we should talk more.

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my_happyness July 22 2005, 13:48:54 UTC
this is Julia, i think we should talk more often too

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daisednconfused July 23 2005, 01:12:49 UTC
sorry babyy.yeah well you were right on.
and i agree.
we need to.
<3

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close_thedoor July 22 2005, 18:42:59 UTC
hey. i never really talk to you, but I read your entry and I TOTALLY relate, its kind of scary how much I relate. call me dude, please. 384 4801. feel better.

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daisednconfused July 24 2005, 14:43:36 UTC
hiiiiiii love.
wow.
it;s soo insane to me how we used to be so close and talk all the time. now i hardly see you like every month or two. i miss you. i miss coming to your house and getting high in your shower. and our crazy random bus adventures!
we should talk more. i know whoever is making you feel the way you do must be killing you inside like it;s doing to me.
so feel better as well.
and don;t be afraid to call me.
257 4976.
<33

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look how pretty she is, when she falls down. Now theres no beauty in bleeding mascara . . . anonymous July 22 2005, 20:28:01 UTC
I THINK THAT THE SITUATION WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND WILL BLOW OVER. I KNOW THAT YOU BOTH LOVE EACHTOTHER SO MUCH THAT THIS WONT BREAK UP THE AMAZING BOND YOU 2 HAVE. IF YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS REALLY AS STRONG AS IT SEEMS THEN YOU 2 WILL GET THROUGH THIS. YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT WITH HER AND I THINK THAT YOU 2 ARE SO CLOSE AND TIGHT WITH EACHOTHER THAT YOU CAN OVERCOME ANY FIGHT, OR ANY ARGUEMENT, OR ANY GUY. FRIENDSHIP IS A THING THAT EVERYONE HAS, BUT YOU 2 HAVE MORE THEN THAT. YOU HAVE THIS CERTAIN CONNECTION AND LOVE THAT GLOWS WHEN YOU 2 ARE TOGETHER. ALWAYS SMILING AND LAUGHING. YOU 2 ARE THE MEANING OF BEST FRIENDS. AND DONT WORRY, TAYLEHR, EVERYONE WILL BE OKAY AT THE END. BECAUSE YOUR AN AMAZING PERSON AND YOU DESERVE TO HAPPY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I CAN NEVER STRESS IT ENOUGH. . .

LOVE ALWAYS,
ANONYMUS♥

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Re: look how pretty she is, when she falls down. Now theres no beauty in bleeding mascara . . . daisednconfused July 24 2005, 14:51:08 UTC
[[ to brina ]]
if i was wrong&&this wasn;t her which i know it is then please don;t read any further. because this is not directed to you. k. thanks.

bang! i caught you. i know who you. i know exactly who you are just by the subject of your comment. &&&&&&&&because you never knew how to spell **anonymous** ahha. it;s so ironic that you;re saying this. kinda funny actually. you want me???? to be happpy. funny..again! you;re the only one that;s happy. you;re not losing anything. because you;re gaining another. if you say all this shit. back it up. don;t let anyone get in the way. we spoke about everything friday fucking night. after you flaked, then saturday we had plans and aftever EVERRRRRRRRRRRRYTHING you did it again! wow. and the blows just keep on cominn.

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oneluvkay July 22 2005, 21:59:30 UTC
well for one thing hun, that person up there ^ might have been your lovely best friend. sweety c'mon you have been through so much together. im sure you guys love each other so much that you will realize that boys come and go but friendships are forever. and friendships like urs are one in a million so hold on to each other. babe, julia was right about the whole drinking thing...it makes all that crazy shit seems so much bigger than it is. plus shit does happen...and it does blow over. you girls love each other so much that it would take a natural disaster to ruin your friendship. your two great, fun, loving, and SMART girls and you guys will work it out because you know a good thing when you see one...and this is a great thing. maybe you guys just need some time off, two much of a good thing can make you crazy, give it a day or two, you guys will be partying and laughing again.

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daisednconfused July 24 2005, 14:54:44 UTC
thanks babe. well i know that i;ve realized all of this. but she has yet to do so. it;s been days.. and nothing. just gets worse. of coarse we love eachother. but see the thing is.. i;m not that good thing anymore. the *great thing she now sees is him...
i love you and once again thanks for the adive shugga.
♥♥

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supersexymory July 23 2005, 16:36:49 UTC
feel better i love you mucho, MICHAEL JACKSON - THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL

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daisednconfused July 24 2005, 14:57:17 UTC

Just Kiss Me Baby
And Tell Me Twice
That You're The One For Me
THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEEEEEEEEEEEL!!

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