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[dainasaur]

I don't miss them anymore. They are less than memories, less than ghosts. I see pictures, ache with surprise at how five years passed and I haven't moved. Am I still lost in the desert? No, I think not. Now I am just lost. When I was a child I looked at my future the way I looked at beautiful women, the way I looked at my mother. Now that's

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[hopevox]

Every once and a while I wish I could see the desert with the eyes I had five years ago. Now, the life that is mine is almost completely unparalleled with where I was there. I think about you often still, and wish that I could have been able to see you at a point over these years. I hope we can talk, for real talk, soon.

[dainasaur]

I was just thinking all these things today, wondering what you're like now. I don't think I've completely reconciled who you were out in the desert, and who you are now. I miss you. Let's not stop this.