Heartbeak and Bus People

[daifan]

So my boyfriend left me about a month ago. November 9th. Totally heartbreaking. hahaha :) Shoulda saw it coming a bit better, things were weird with him. Ah well. I was still shocked and hurt. I basically died emotionally in the first week. The worst ever! But then I felt much better this past month. Yesterday night though I had a flip attack and

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[lucrair]

You're so awesome Jenn! : )

I'm a coward..ahah I'm afraid to get involved with someone and hurt. Also losing myself in the process of obsession. So I'm missing out. You on the other hand are gaining wisdom, while I'm left in the shadows..lol I'm so cheesy. : )

:D oh and the guy~ that was like something that would happen in a movie~ ahaha <3 and yeah she'd think you're a lesbo. :D lol

[daifan]

Yeah, relationships are fucking scary, becuase it's 50/50. It'll either stick around or it wont. Actually, it's not 50/50.. there's a higher chance it won't work out since out of ALL the relationships people ever are in, only ONE stays.. and most people have several relationships. So chances are more like 10 to 20 percent that the guy is the ONE. If you're a slut, the percentage drops to 3. hahah
I dunno, it was worth it in a way because even if I'm hurt now, i have cool memories.. like I was just thinking about it on the bus.. I was thinking about how he used to call me "suteki" which is Japanese for cute/pretty. neither of us could figure out how he knew the word, but he would always call me it and it was soo cuute.. and he'd just be all smiley and kissy. aww :) it was nice. sad those days are gone though.. A moment lasts a moment, but a memory is forever (haha, who is cheesy now?)

Man, I WISH I was a lesbo! Girls are cuter, nicer, and more emotional. Less inclined to be crappy!! haha kidding. Equal chances. ha :)

[elvenyounglett]

Boo at fail boyfriend. At least he's out of your life! You'll find better men, even if they may be handsome older men on buses that think you're cute :P

Oh Borders and those expensive drinks. Do you work in Borders?

You sound happier here! I'm glad! ♥

I've been failing at LJ this past semester; it was a real killer. So just stopping by to say hi!!!