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wasted hours
So im still sitting here at work doing nothing, this is so stupid, i could be home cleaning my house or my truck or taking a nap or eating lunch right now, BOGUS. why do i have to sit here and wait for stupid people to come back so i can work. wtf. -
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something about trance
the music, not the state of being... just... fucks up my world, the under beats and bass just drain all joy from my life unless its blasting so loud i cant think through it. i feel... mentally disoriented. had a conversation with my mom that i didn't like the outcome of. my mom being the emotional side of the family and all about telling people how ( Read more... ) -
utter nonsense
So im sitting here at work, 845 in the morning on a friday... its snowing outside, supposed to snow til morning... im stuck at work til 330 since im working in the post office this afternoon... my finances are all set except for aol which is being a real thorn right now... i have gotten the spreadsheets down to a science so i know im a little crazy ( Read more... ) -
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it is so much harder to take things from the computer and hand write them out... oh well. -
facebook
so facebook is definitely the place to keep up with me, i will try to keep updating this but we will see. since i pay for the damn thing, lol... i am posting pictures on facebook and deviantart later from my dastardly infiltration of the old Norwich Mental Hospital (talking my and my mother's way out of 120$ fines EACH for trespassing), nothin ( Read more... ) -
busy busy
Bah, been so damned busy, havent gotten the car started, will see how it goes. workin on the tires i guess. got the front 2 off now the back two are left. still havent gotten it started, will see what it takes. -
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so we all know i end up in the same place in life... every time something good happens i change or i move or something... i dont cut anymore, i just destroy myself little by little ( Read more... ) -
updates on life
So not much has happened but what has is kinda major... Julia's Nona died on Sunday last week at like 3am, I found out that when i had my small crash in AZ when i was driving cross country I actually fucked up my rear axle so I just had the whole rear end of my truck replaced... that was fun actually. Went to the auto hobby shop on base and talked ( Read more... )