Who do we trust and why?

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Making friends, speaks to trust I believe.  For most of my life it was difficult to trust enough to feel close to a large number of people.  I judged people instead of accepting them and how they were different from me.  I still feel that I need proof that someone is trustworthy before I will let them see me.  Try to protect from being hurt.
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You said that so much better than I did.

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Lots of tough questions and deep thoughts.

I know that I have created a shield around me right now to protect from what I deal with in relation to Mom. It is hard not to surround myself with that shield all the time. Finding a good trustworthy friend might help. I do wish we lived closer so we could visit face to face more easily, but maybe distance is a good thing that way I am not leaning on you so much. What ever you decide to do I will help you and support you however I can.