Well it's coming close to Adam's deployment. I knew this day would come but it sucks because I'm finally starting to get settled. It really puts a damper on all of my christmas plans, but oh well. I'm heading back to Michigan sooner than expected and to be honest I don't know if i will return. Things aren't going the way I want them to, and no ( Read more... )

If heaven and hell decide, that they both are satisfied, and
Illuminate the "no's" on their vacancy signs.
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
then I'll follow you into the dark

So after sleeping until almost 9pm last night, I'm wide awake and ready to kick some ass today. I'm gonna look for a job today, clean this apartment, do laundry, walk and bath Vader, go to this community college around here and see if they are offering any 8 week classes that are about to start. and if not then talk to them about getting enrolled ( Read more... )

Where do I begin ( Read more... )

I've made up my mind and there is no turning back.
It's time to for me to put all of my faith into myself and move forward.
Overly confident? Scared shitless? yes indeed but I have to just trust myself on this and go with it.

Demf pictures coming in the next 48 hours.

Distance makes the heart grow fonder.

My new phone should be here anytime now ( Read more... )

1. Move out again. This time I want my OWN place. I don't want to deal with roomates ( Read more... )

I hate life and all the people in it.
I wish I could quit my job and do nothing.
I wish I could walk away.
I wish I could cheat and not feel bad about it.
I wish I actually found someone that will appreciate me and love me.
I wish he didn't love her.
I wish things were different.

Realisticly non of those things are obainable.