I'm talking to someone now, professional, se told me I have a slight depression. and all I wanted to do was rip her throat out. if she only knew half of my mind they would lock me in and throw away the key, pretend like I don't really exist. just like everyone else is doing. pretend like it's all my fault. behaving like I should save them from ( Read more... )

The worst day in a verry long time.   almost broke my phone. my computer is slowly cashing into the depths of eternal darkness. at the doctors office this morning "We can't do anything more for you, but we can try this thing that you already have been trying for the past year, because it may work now." no it WONT WORK. and the bus just passed me on ( Read more... )

What can I say.. I'm a tough person to love for I can't give the same love back. I don't feel sad or angry, nor love or happyness. Kind of empty I guess. But I don' really mind, most of the time. And even thou I want to love back, and I try! I really really try! I just can't feel. Sometimes it scares me, but I don't feel scared, a bit concerned ( Read more... )

Well I'm sorry I can't feel love.
I'm sorry I can't fall in love.
I'm sorry I'm not loving you

So stop asking your stupid questions and accept I DO NOT LOVE.
No, theres no reason why I don't feel it.
No, it's not because I got burned.
I just can't FEEL it.
So SHUT UP! THIS IS ME!

....I could write hella lot more, but ey, he'll never got to read this (:

Suncream in my eye, lovely, just lovely...

I'd rather be in a room full of rabbid dogs than trying to explain to my parents the wonders of the computer...

And the week started so bad ( Read more... )

*mother, folding laundry* -How come you can change clothes every day and never have any dirty laundry?

Magic.

:)

Just venting some thoughts....

Started school again I have, sucks so effing hard I just want to cry.
It's not always that fun to be the smartest kid in class...
hopefully now when some new ppl have joined uss in our quest in becoming interested in studying (nevva gunna hapn!)
I shall not be the smartest! youngest I may be, crazy to, but to be the ( Read more... )

Going.
Trying:
Maybe.

Breathing.

(: