Emo kid time

[cyberchristchao]

This is a pretty emo post coming up ahead which is something I haven't done in a while, however this has been on my mind for quite sometime and a combination of a bad hangover and finishing off the Death Note movie. Amanda recently celebrated her 6 month anniversary with her current boyfriend, I haven't found anyone since then, heck, not even a

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[tiotditv]

Having been in as many fucked up relationships as you, all I can say go and have fun. I think there is always the point where people start thinking too much into things and most relationships have that point - and that is exactly where everything goes wrong. For some reason, the best relationships are the ones that just feel natural. And so what if you're single for ages, somehow, somewhere things seem to work out. I know this seems incredibly hypocritical coming from me, I hate waiting and I'm sick to death of it. I'm sick and tired of constantly being told by everyone that it takes time. But they're right, time is one of the few solutions to most problems. Just relax, go nuts and get drunk. (Hey, at least you're not stuck at home with a broken ankle while everyone else is out having fun!)

[cyberchristchao]

Actually this is far from hypocritical I honestly get what you are saying here.

If I had a relationship now, I would be at an advantage with the lessons learnt from Amanda and my life being busy and at the same time not being stressed to actually reduce my likeliness of thinking about relationship problems too much.

I'm sure if I was majorly desperate I could be in a relationship now but I think I'd have to change far too much in my life to get any possibility of this happening. This is theoretical and I'm not thinking of any particular person or things I will give up or change for it.

I'm starting to notice things go towards possibily finding new love in the future in an odd vibe rather then any person or signs so I'm doing my best to keep patient.

Reality is, it's not too bad, I should just stay off livejournal after drinking way too much, XP

[xteajunkie]

You're better off without her, definitely!
Just don't panic and make sure youre not gettin desperate! Nothinig is a greater turn off than a desperate man! Think about that, and keep it in mind!
And being single and having a boring love/sex life isnt that bad at all! Seriously, my love/sexlife is pretty hectic and its giving me lots of HIGHS but also loooooooots of really low LOWS. Don't worry be happy, sooner or later there will be a girl that you think is wonderfull and she will think you're wonderfull too and you will live happily ever after! ;) XoXo Roossss

[cyberchristchao]

Agreed, I'll never ever be back with her, even with all her positive change.

I have my moments like when I'm too hungover, whoops. Other then that, I'm not acting too desperate since as hard as it is I'm ok with waiting for the right person.

I've only slept with one person in the last 2 years so it's been pretty boring there but I can imagine that even not having a serious relationship, you can still have lots of highs and lows.

I know it'll happen soon, it's just felt like a bit of a wait. ^^

Thanks for your advice. <3

[xteajunkie]

Xx

[xteajunkie]

Warning! Crappy English! XD

[cyberchristchao]

Awwwww, it's good, wait till you hear mijn het Nederlands. XP