i wrote this whole long entry. but i think it just ruined my life. so i just deleted it. sorry to anybody who wanted to read what i had to say. im back to feeling nothing.

ok ive decided i hate my body. not like from the outside, although im not very fond of that, but from the inside. i swear my whole body's gotten messed up. my stomachs always like garbage and i can never eat right without feeling sick. blech i dunno. somethings wrong in there. heh ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA-
infinatelydreary: gotta get that link so i can jack off...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAH...... hah.

im listening to that song taylor played for me once. and im trying really hard not to get that crying feeling. but this song makes me feel it ( Read more... )

back from block island. emilys here till friday.. mm blech. *dies*
i really like ashlee simpson. her cd's awesome.
I miss you. hard.
ur all i need. im on my knees. watch me bleed. would u listen please?
.im crossed out.

i m making an ankle thing. out of beads. like last summer. wow ( Read more... )

im really terrified to check my hotmail ( Read more... )

im in a relatively good mood. despite the fact that ive had a sore throat for.. almost a month now oh yeah. heh. its really hard to sing.. b/c my of my throat. and i love singing.. damn. oh yeah, i still have to mail jake at camp. heh.. what to send ( Read more... )

and it's just not worth it ( Read more... )

i feel terrible, btw. but i saw this and did it. but im having a terrible day...and the terribleness is just so terrible i cant bear (bare? not sure.) it....