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this is desperate; but i'm flat broke & my office is freezing.

wishlist.

1. who still reads this journal ( Read more... )

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everything
i've ever done
has been for you.

if it were easy it wouldn't be called life. it's amazing to me, how we can all change so much, so often. frequently i feel completely alone in all of it but then i realize that's just not the case. almost every person has these swings, these low lows followed by high highs or vice versa ( Read more... )

listen.

i am, have been,
without,
for so very
long. and somehow,
still,
i know it is meant to be
this way.


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It is possible that things will not get better

january.
it will all come to me and then out again in bits and pieces.

february.
i've got more faith than i've had in a long time.

march.
i am making way. look at me. i am making way for sinners.

april.
here's the thing, just about 22 years ago i died.

may.
this is exactly what i've been waiting for.

june.balance as a scale, twelve labors ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do.
you are so few of the things that i love.
& i love so many things.