You know, im sure im gonna get a lot of interesting comments back on this, a lot of it being what people are supposed to say when someone says what im about to say. Or ill get some comments agreeing and then im not gonna feel too good about it but at the same time im gonna feel like I deserve it, especially after what happened today. So, I just ask ( Read more... )

You know, numbness may just be my friend because numbness wont decieve you, or hurt you. I cant believe what just happened I really cant. I guess it proves my theory that im ackward. This is me attempting to calm down but im ticked. This isnt fair, just because im single doesnt mean I like everyone! *sigh* You know I guess it wouldnt have been so ( Read more... )

So yeah im excited for next Sunday. Next Sunday I get to sing *:o). Yup I get to sing at church and I get to sing my own song at that, one that I wrote and im so happy! So heres where the open invitation comes in. Anyone who wants to come, just let me know. I hope someone wants to come.

Just tell me the answers to all my questions and then maybe this feeling will go away. So heres to wanting to feel numb ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness. There is hope for today. :) I just got a phone call from Ryan C hahaha yet another Ryan in my life haha anyways, I went to school with him and met him and Dusty while I was there and they were so much fun, I miss them. Anyways! Ryan calls me and tells me how well hes doing in school and everything and how hes not on the verge of ( Read more... )

T.h.e. W.h.o.s

Who is in the house with you? My parents and my brother
Who are you thinking about now?: Dan
Who did you last talk to on the phone?: Dan
Who's house did you last go to?: umm...Nicoles
Who's birthday is next?: Krystal Tomorrow!! yays!
Who was the last person you told you love them?: Ryan F
Who do you wish you were with right now?: ( Read more... )

Today is just an overly fustrating day. A wasted day off. All I did was sit and do nothing, except when I went to the bank and got a new phone. By the way I have a new number, if your someone who calls me, let me know if you want the new number. Yeah im just to fustrated to write anything of importance. Im just ticked. Ugh.

Wow so much to write, hope my fingers can keep up with my mind lol ( Read more... )

This sucks, way past sucks, its so stupid and it messes everything up. And what sucks even more, im not supposed to talk about it, I dunno why, my mom said not to, so all I can really say, is how much this sucks until I can say something. This is just really bad timing. It might fix itself in a week, it may not, so I guess, by Saturday, we'll know ( Read more... )

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