my boyfriend is leaving....and im a complete mess. i havent felt like this for someone ever. like actually thinking that i could marry them...i can see my futute with him and even though i know its not forever it still hurts. i dont know . he is going after something that he has been wanting forever and i refuse to stop him. i know that my eyes are ( Read more... )

so its the day be fore my birthday and i cant believe it. i feel like the yeart just kinda said 'hey im gonna fly by and let you catch up the day before another year starts k?' what have i done this year? i went to college and decided that it was not the most fabulous place i could be so i left and went to makeup school. now i can happily say that ( Read more... )

im gonna be working at the northridge jamba in 2 weeks
<3

i miss you.

i hope everything is well

maybe we can hang out?

hm

to those who i have been hanging out with

good fuckin times

LOVE

its weird how everything is slowly starting to fade away.
i will admit ive cried over it a couple of times
<3

and well this song made me cry

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its crazy how much people change. to think you really know a person and find out that you were totally wrong about them. i just think its really fucked up. no im not going to go on a rampage, i did that yesterday. i just think that it sucks that "you" (as you like to put it) would stoop that low. go after me all you want i could care less but dont ( Read more... )

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who ( Read more... )

i just ant fucking win. HE IS NOT EVEN HOME! and we still fight one the phone. i dont know why i even bother anymore. "well you been nice to me since mexico" hmm maybe that because ididnt want any more fights! u kno the ones where i end up screaming at the top of my lungs with tears rolling down my cheeks. its just not fair that a person that im ( Read more... )

I heard this old story before ( Read more... )