well, here i am in las vegas. it's beautiful here, warm, palm trees and moutains. really something else. i feel like i'm on vacation..it's silly really that it hasnt fully set in yet. i start work on sunday, which im looking forward to because i need to make somefriends and i refuse to use myspace to make them. m.a.c out here is a whole different ( Read more... )

i cannot believe i'm moving acorss the country in less than a week. i am legit not ready at all.

i'm moving to las vegas in 3 weeks. i got a huggggge promotioni will now be part of the management team for the biggest mac store in the world. here i come m.a.c pro in cesars palace. here's to a brand new start.

so in the past few days my car has been vandalized and then hit, my brakes are going too..hate mercedes'.. love my life. i'm really trying to be positive about my life but i can't help at times to feel down about my life in general. I've never felt more alone. I crave change so much, and have been working so hard towards my "escape" and i've gotten ( Read more... )

well life is certainly completely different these days. living on my own is very different, and has curbed my spending habits a ton already.. i'm not into it at all. Today i bought an ibook and a ipod. i'm happy about both of these new purchasesssss. On tuesday i am getting certified for Seminar and Fashion Show for M.A.C. The other night i had my ( Read more... )

man, bum out about poor steve irwin, r.i.p man. god bless.

- no california - i was their 3rd choice.. with 2 positions available. not bad for a first try, i was bummed but everything happens for a reason ( Read more... )

I have the biggest job interview of my life tomorrow morning, it's 3.5 hours long. I've never studied for a damn thing in my life. But now it's all so much more important, more than ever. I've grown so much as a person, it's hard to describe. I have to be on point. I can't remember the last time i wanted something so bad, or was so nervous about ( Read more... )

for some time i had been running from the feeling with the mistaken belief that i could not bear the pain. I hadnt realized i had already borne the pain. Now I'm finally feeling all i am beyond that pain.

there will be a time when you will hear something really awful, that kind of awful that gives you that feeling like all your guts are all over the floor in front of everyone.. but, then in some sick twist of fate, you feel relived. because all that wondering, well it was true. the clouds are looming and seem pretty dark. but, then there's always a ( Read more... )