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[curlyq_kisskiss]

i just went and read a lot of my old entries and realized how much i have and how much happier i seem to be now. i think last year was my downright worst year probably just because i was stubborn and afraid of change. i was afraid of things being different and of what people thought of me. i was scared of what people said about me and just afraid

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[d0llface2u]

i'll have some conversations w/ you

yea now adays people have the meaning of christmas all messed up..
i think i am going to the 11:00 service around christmas because at the cotemaparry its not as festive for me. but yea.. too many gift orrentired things

[curlyq_kisskiss]

yeah i know what you mean about the services. i was wondering what they were going to do for the contemporary christmas but i guess not really much. i love the advent and each week just really builds me up for christmas. tomorrow though im going early b/c i have dance at one. i think you would like the sanctuary choir's christmas thing. its awesome and really reminds me of what christmas is about and how wonderful God is adn the sacrifices he made.

[kat725]

Indepth conversations are like, the best. We'll have some in Honors. :) You think YOU aren't living a Christian life..Open your eyes and look around. Lead by example. I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather. :( Forgiveness=forgive but dont forget because then you might do it to someone else. I don't agree on the Christmas thing. You think people thinking about presents is bad, in the newspaper, there was an article. People are wearing snowmen on their shirt to symbolize them being in a gang and being druggies. Thats what I think is messed up. I think about the smiles I'll see when people open what I got them, which must be my fave part of Christmas. Just like the smile baby Jesus wouldv'e smiled when the wisemen brought that little guy stuff.
Nice post.
♥

[curlyq_kisskiss]

o that was an old post about my grandfather, but thanks anyway. i dont think that all the presents and stuff is a bad thing, but its when everyone gets preoccupied in it and that ends up being the only thing they really think about. and the christian life thing. one can never ever stop improving themselves. there is never not something i can do to live a more christ-like life. i think God deserves a lot more than what im giving him now. im no better than the people around me. we all have struggles and you cant deny that. not one single sin is worse than the other.

[kat725]

I feel pretty dumb now. Well, I was trying to be nice. :)

[curlyq_kisskiss]

katrina you are always nice! don't feel dumb! i dont really get why you do! if putting you're point of view on things out is dumb, then the world would never get anywhere adn no one would ever learn anything.

[_btap_]

haley, you are a very smart person and it takes a lot to actully look at urself and see what God sees. It takes so long for me to finally see how like there is no true happiness in anything BUT God and you cant find true happiness anywhere else but thro God. Its is like a sugar high when you put worldly stuff in front of him. Its funny how we can put people in front of God that are sooner or later going to let us down and hurt us but he NEVER will but yet we keep putting stuff infront of him wow. but by the way you do seem happier latley which is awesome. Lets talk sometime.
-betsy

[curlyq_kisskiss]

betsy i love you. we havent talked in a long time. want to go swing and do some talkin? its weird how one day you can be best friends and call each other everyday and then the next rarely really talk at all. hmm i miss you.

[_btap_]

haha you just brought a tear to my eye. it is weird how best friends who talk everyday can become complete strangers but when school starts everything gets crazzzy in life. i miss you too and we should hang out soon and swing and talk.
-betsy

[curlyq_kisskiss]

ha i actually have one to after you said that. we're going to swing adn i dont care what you say. ha