I think I figured it out....its that empty feeling again. No, I don't need a girlfriend either, but I know what the problem is.
And I think I've drank to the point that it doesn't affect me as much as it used to. With all I've had tonight...its like I've been drinking water. Oh well.
As with john's suggestion, I just got done watching The Rules of Attraction. Good movie...but I don't know if I should kill myself now...or sometime later...very interesting to say the least. It kind of goes along with my long ass post from the other day. I feel like beating the hell out of asshats...