We all have things we do and then immediately regret. I think I am the expert on those things. He is back in my life and it was a mistake. Nothing has happened, no fights or anything, but this can't go on. I feel like I only half live my life when he is in it. I made a list of pros and cons about our relationship and there were 9 pros and like 17 ( Read more... )

I hung out with Sigur Ros. It was fantastic. They are the nicest boys on the planet.

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So I sit here and cry while listening to I Was a Cub Scout. It's then I know that my depression has reached a new level. My past has this hold on me that I cannot shake. I cannot escape it. And I am afraid that one day it will kill me. When I close my eyes, all I see is the mistakes I have made and I scream so loud inside my head that I think I ( Read more... )

This is the most random post ever but it excites me sooooooooo much that I had to come on this God forsaken website and post it ( Read more... )

It's been a while... a long while I know. So much has happened. I graduated from college, lost my best friend, gained back the best friend I ever had, started working full time, traveled to Mountain Home, been broke, been rich, been depressed, been insanely happy and to top it all off, I am moving into an apartment with Kyle next year, thus, ( Read more... )

Dude! I totally put Carl's Solo from Aqua Teen as my voice mailbox greeting. Check it out: 208-860-6019. Freakin awesome.

This has turned into a terrible day. It's just like I woke up from some haze and saw an entire year of work and school ahead of me and panicked. I am so exhausted; I could fall asleep in this chair. I should have gone home when I got out of class because the longer I am on campus, waiting for my job to begin, the more I think I'm a crazy bitch for ( Read more... )

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Geez, it's cool and all, but enough already! Next will be a musical toliet seat iPod that can store up to 5,000 songs and contact aliens using a GPS device.

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I was stopped in my tracks today by a clone of Nathan Handel. You readers out there haven't known me long enough to know that story but basically Nathan was this beautiful boy I obsessed over back when I was a freshman and sophomore. He looked exactly like this British guy, Lee, that I was in love with. Weird, long story so anyway...this kid today ( Read more... )