i have been in love with a man for over 4 years now. and he loves me as well, after we graduated we hardly talked or saw each other. resently i have been having dreams about him telling me he loves me and hes saying good bye to me, so i knew i had to get in contact w him, very unlike him he wouldnt answer his phone and wasnt home. i kept trying. i ( Read more... )

So now that its been 11555555952419687/454798/74015858 years since my last post nobody wants to know whats been going on.

But hey - you know i never thought i would know how hard it is to let a daughter go-let her grow up and leave and in some way though not really-grow apart. But i know now that i haveto earn how to cope with leaving a dad, when ( Read more... )

I feel so much better about so meny things i cant begin to explain. I know theres still a lot wrong in my life but at least things are looking up.

Ok one of those things happens to be me being here. Im starting to feel uncomfortable everywhere i am and where i go. i know its time to leave. Im ready too.

You know im not really sure what to write, ( Read more... )

I havent updayed in 1875216784668795468 years and i suppose its time. I have been working none stop and have had a brake to watch raw with the guys (and i have really missed them). So aside from working iv gotten drunk..........it was fun.

I am so sick of working for money that i have to give to other ppl. like a cell phone bill, what the fuck ( Read more... )

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Its been 1435421578415218798721235 years since i posted (well maybe not that long but it feels like it)

The greatest bands of all time:

Pink Floyd-'nough said. Just the words make me want to bow down to their greatness

Led Zeppelin-they like lord of the rings so much they sing it and those stairs- :)-  and one of the best albums ever-in through the ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fucking awesome-i spent the whole day with steve doing shit and talking about some cool shit and i have to say thank you, It was fun AND unlike some people you are a very open minded person and you are accepting :)

I got my new vans (finally i was living off of my k-swiss eww) and my new outfit from hot topic and my new led z poster ( Read more... )

So work has been awesome. And lifes been pretty damn good. Even though there ares those who dont like me or who arent found of me any more-its ok you do your thing and ill do mine. For those of you who really read my thing, remember how i said a person is in your life for a reason? Well perhaps we are done fufilling the role in each others lives. I ( Read more... )

Ok time for a real post. I have been working, working, and oh um working. I havr friday off HURRAY but thats bc i asked for it off so i can go to the CHSvsRHS game. My aunt and uncle are living with us bc they have no power, but its cool bc i like them.

Last night i was almost busted, i was giving my aunt a tarrot reading and my mom called said the ( Read more... )

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