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[crying_at_night]

you never know what you have until it's gone. God Chrissy i miss you so much. everyone tells me that it takes time, and nothing will make this easier. and they are right... because nothing makes it easier... .everything seems to make it harder. i keep coming across little things. things like letters she wrote to me, movies or songs i know she loved

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[anonymous]

Melissa, I know you truly loved her. I know she truly loved you. There is nothing I can say to you to bring her back, to make the pain go away, your pain and our pain. I too wish I had told her more times that I loved her.
Know this; I love you and you are in my thoughts and prayers. I've always loved you and always will. Here or there, distance does not matter. I love you.
Aunt Shirley

[little_emmy]

Hey Melissa. I was a friend of Chrissys in Highschool. I just spent the last hour or so looking and reading Chrissys journal and i noticed an entry she wrote about the people she missed dearly. Chrissy loved to dream, her goals and outlooks on life were more like a dream to me. You can hug her, talk to her, tell her how much you loved her and miss her through your dreams. I am devastated for everyone, but mostly you because i know what its like to lose someone you look up to so much. Its ok to be angry, sad, hysteric and upset, but i know you can hold your head up high and carry that huge smile that chrissy did. Because that's what she would have wanted. keep her in your mind, and never forget how important she is to you, because she's watching down, you can still look up to her Melissa, she's in the sky. and you will never lose your sister, because you can never lose the sky.
If you ever need to talk, scream, or need anything. just email me. emmyzoo@hotmail.com.

[crying_at_night]

thank you... .and i will never forget how imprtant she is to me... she is still with me in everything i do now. but i dontknow about smiling, when i think of her all i can do is cry, chrissy's smile was always bigger then mine, and all i can do now is remember it.

lol...two funerals

[anonymous]

Wow, you're right hun. Leave it to Chrissy to have two funerals...lol. Melissa, I love you with all my heart hun! And it really does hurt, a lot. More than anything in the world. Talk to you again tomorrow Sunday morning, ok? Love you! Mom

[tornatthaseams]

everyone has their regrets little and big when someone passes away, i have regrets too.
The thing ive taken away from this is that we should have and should still live like chrissy did. I think everyone wishes they could be like her, bold and free, she seemed fearless at times, when everyone was worrying about what to wear, what to do, what ppl thought... she was always doing her own thing.
i feel its like honouring her to try to live like she would, i think she would want that.
and we should always make sure people know how much we care about them.. and don't worry she knew how much u did. she's family, she knew.
thank god there is a heaven and we get to see her again
love you, rach

[goinsolo]

the wound will heal, but the scar will remain for all your days.
There are never any satisfying answers make it better.
like Rae said, thank God there is heaven and we get to see her again. Its the only thing that'll make it right again.
But for today, continue on and live life in light of that eternity. For it will come. And remember you don't bear this burden alone. There are many people who love you who are with you, and will share in your grief.
You're in my prayers,
God Bless.

[crying_at_night]

i love you rachel. you are my best friend. thanks

[killingpollyann]

i'm praying for you miska, and i know i'm no where near what chrissy was but if you want to get a hold of me to talk at any time, day or night. Rachel has my number, okay.
I called Tom today we are going to try and go to the accident scene sometime soon, i'm still having a hard time processing all of this, i cry every night and i don't sleep so i'm hoping i'll get some type of closure there. And later in the week im going to try and go see your mom.

[crying_at_night]

i heard that you got that zebra print coat. i had no idea that it was the last thing you saw her in, but right when i found it i thought of you. i hope you like it. she loved you alot. i just thought it was the perfect thing to give to you, from her to you.