It was a nice day. I took the kids to school in the morning as usual. Came home got ready and Vito picked me up. He looks so cute, which he normally does, but he trimmed the hair on his face. I admit...I had thoughts. lmao. Honesty can be funny as hell ( Read more... )

Soooooooooooooo..... my weekend went like this ( Read more... )

Had to be off the medication for two weeks before starting the new one at a higher dose. I took 20 mg. Twice as much as I'd been taking of the other medicine. Well actually to kick it off in my system today, I started with 40 mg. I had a stomach ache for like 2 minutes. The other used to make me sick for about 1-2 hours every day, among all the ( Read more... )

Well the day didn't go exactly as planned. Me and Vito hung out and we fell asleep for a few and so I had to wake him to bring me home...felt bad. He was so tired and sore ( Read more... )

Last week Wednesday I think it was or maybe Thursday I painted the downstairs hallway by myself. It was kinda shitty since I also had to watch the kids (no one was home). They ended up getting a time out, lol. But I had a big area of wallpaper to remove, the remover solution came in handy for that. Then all the white trim which I had painted days ( Read more... )

I lay in bed every weekday morning hoping to hear her get in the shower, then I have a 90% chance she is going to work. I have a 90% chance of not hearing how fat I am all day, or how I'm a complete and utter whore (though I'm not), I have a 90% chance of not spending the day crying about random mean things she says. I think they call this some ( Read more... )

Living in this house is driving me nuts. My mom tells me tonight she doesn't want my cats living here anymore...here are her reasons: they sniff each other, they have sharp nails, they climb on things, they scratched her stupid fucking leather furniture. Stupid fuckin reasons. They sniff each other??? Guess what, humans sniff each other!!! I'm ( Read more... )

I've had a shitty day. It started out cool. But then I started feeling terrible. I let something small and not a big deal get to me. I thought about killing myself a few times...No let me rephrase that. I'm back having thoughts of some new torture to do to myself. My head hurts all the time and when I think about being home sometimes I feel like ( Read more... )

I've been pretty busy lately. The end of last week was spent primering and then I spent the weekend at Vito's and Sunday was his birthday. I'm going to order him something this Saturday, took me so long to decide what. I had a good time. It's always nice to wake up there. Friday night we were sleeping and I woke up to him accidently knocking me in ( Read more... )

It was a pretty nice weekend. Saturday me and my mom cleaned stuff out on the sunporch and got a lot done. Saturday night I went to Vito's...Jenny and Nena and Zack and Mike were there. I chilled for some hours before having a few beers and by the time I did Jenny and Vito were the only ones still indulging. Everyone went to sleep, so Vito and me ( Read more... )