Fuck Fuck Fuck
Living in this house is driving me nuts. My mom tells me tonight she doesn't want my cats living here anymore...here are her reasons: they sniff each other, they have sharp nails, they climb on things, they scratched her stupid fucking leather furniture. Stupid fuckin reasons. They sniff each other??? Guess what, humans sniff each other!!! I'm pissed. I feel like punching some person in their face. Yea so what I'm a violent person!
Friday I don't even remember what I did...what's that mean lol. I'm sure I was a good girl I stayed at home and did the party thing. Saturday I had a good time at my dads. Sunday I went out in the morning and came home and took a nap, then Vito came and got me and we did a few errands and partied it up just me and him at his house. I had an awesome time. I might have made it obvious about not liking something and he was totally cool about it, he hugged me and we laid down and he made me laugh and I felt so much better. My mom puts it in my head about how fat I am and all of that and I know I'm not slim or even close but most of the time I feel huge. I've taken 6 lbs off in the last 2 weeks and I've really changed how much physical activity I get and what I eat. He told me there is nothing wrong with how I look and some other things I don't care to share that really made me feel good. It was all good to hear. It was just a really nice night. I feel so free to say things to him. I tell him things I'd never tell anyone! If I'm upset about something he cares enough to talk to me and find out why, sometimes its hard to tell someone why you are upset. but he does this thing and after that I have to talk, lol. I got home waaaay later than I meant to, but it turned out to be no big deal. It would have been worth it, if it was a big deal though. DAAAAMN! :)~
Today my mom babysat and me and Vito went to Wal-Mart and Game Crazy. I got his bday present finally, hey late happens sometimes. We went back to his house and he taught me how to play Fight Night. Last week or the week before, he taught me how to play Splinter Cell on 2 players. I want to play both again. Found this game I want to buy on Game Cube, for everyone here.
Yesterday was my last day smoking for a while. I've at least cut back, I dunno.
Things are not so easy. But who has things 'easy'? I'm happy to have what I have.
Friday I don't even remember what I did...what's that mean lol. I'm sure I was a good girl I stayed at home and did the party thing. Saturday I had a good time at my dads. Sunday I went out in the morning and came home and took a nap, then Vito came and got me and we did a few errands and partied it up just me and him at his house. I had an awesome time. I might have made it obvious about not liking something and he was totally cool about it, he hugged me and we laid down and he made me laugh and I felt so much better. My mom puts it in my head about how fat I am and all of that and I know I'm not slim or even close but most of the time I feel huge. I've taken 6 lbs off in the last 2 weeks and I've really changed how much physical activity I get and what I eat. He told me there is nothing wrong with how I look and some other things I don't care to share that really made me feel good. It was all good to hear. It was just a really nice night. I feel so free to say things to him. I tell him things I'd never tell anyone! If I'm upset about something he cares enough to talk to me and find out why, sometimes its hard to tell someone why you are upset. but he does this thing and after that I have to talk, lol. I got home waaaay later than I meant to, but it turned out to be no big deal. It would have been worth it, if it was a big deal though. DAAAAMN! :)~
Today my mom babysat and me and Vito went to Wal-Mart and Game Crazy. I got his bday present finally, hey late happens sometimes. We went back to his house and he taught me how to play Fight Night. Last week or the week before, he taught me how to play Splinter Cell on 2 players. I want to play both again. Found this game I want to buy on Game Cube, for everyone here.
Yesterday was my last day smoking for a while. I've at least cut back, I dunno.
Things are not so easy. But who has things 'easy'? I'm happy to have what I have.