jesus, i love you. i love you too much sometimes. like this morning. we sat in your driveway at 5 in the morning and i stayed up until dawn with you. it was beautiful. we talked about life and laughed too much about things that don't matter. we made love and when you held me and kissed me and pointed to the sunrise, i knew that i'd want to capture ( Read more... )

vodka. she can smell it on his breath when he climbs inside the car. out of all the liquors, vodka is the one she despises the most. the burning taste makes her stomach churn. it isn't without reason that she despises vodka. she's had too much of it. vodka was her reason for existing at one time. she lived for the end of the day when she could hole ( Read more... )

i'm at my wit's end right now. it's 5am and i'm still working on my christianity paper. i've block quoted the hell out of wikipedia and i can safely say that this is the worst paper that i've ever written. i have consumed copious amounts of caffeine. it's a wonder that my heart hasn't exploded yet. between the coffee and the energry drinks, i ( Read more... )

if i rated how responsible i am on scale of 1-10, right now i'd be a -4. i just don't care.

that is all.

lazy ass hippie, over and out.

my boyfriend is amazing. really amazing. i was having the worst night and he made me feel okay about things. he eases my mind like none other. he's different. we're different. and i like it. a lot.

so, it's the fourth week of classes and i've already skipped two bio classes, two swimming classes, and one christianity class. i'm going to have a problem with class attendance this semester. i'm also going to have a problem with being anything other than apathetic about said classes. especially my feminism class. i can already tell that it's ( Read more... )

Be a freedom fighter! 9-11: Never Forget. bahahaha

i miss lee wosley. he'd definitely make fun of 9-11 with me.

to celebrate i think that i'll follow the advice of jason waste:
"be a proud american: get drunk and fuck somebody"-- the right rev. prof. jason goddamn waste

that is all.

i.hate.men.

that is all.

it is 3:52am. i am drink. whiskey, wine, and beer drunk. i met two new guys tonight. drunk. awesome. i went to speedway and made an ass out of myself. um, i have cupcakes. i'm going to eat them. simon and garfunkel. that's what i'm listening to. i love boys that drink whiskey out of a flask, smoke tobacco out of a pipe, and play me gillian welch ( Read more... )

i just spent the last hour looking at berkeley's public policy grad program. it seems like so much work. and berkeley is about $36,000 a year including living expenses and tuition for the first year, then $22,000 for the second year (assuming that i can claim in state residency). i'm not sure how i'm going to pay for a $60,000 master's program. ugh ( Read more... )